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April 7th, 2005
11:18 pm [Link]	Invisible I feel invisible, completely insignifigant...not apart of this world or school. Whether it is due to my lack of sleep or the stress from assesments I dont know but I feel like a wondering lost soul searching for something but I dont know what. I need holidays I need to recover to somehow find myself again, I feel nothing no more, I have no emotions, I no longer feel pain but also no longer feel love or joy! Current Mood: blank Current Music: switchfoot (1 comment \| Leave a comment)
March 30th, 2005
06:49 pm [Link]	Wow this is weird I so have not been on L.J for so long probably coz Ive been way to busy with stupid school but anyhow its count down time till holidays yay! So guys whos ready for the cross country tomorrow...haha I dont want to do it because of the fact that I know it is our last one. I am hating this whole year of last's soon it will be our last day and I know that I will no longer see many people at school again or not be very close to them anymore ahhhh its so scary. Anyway I have to be calm cant get back into my bad stress habits that I am labelled for. I dont think I stress that badly but everyone else in our grade seems to think I am a ridiculous stress head so I am guessing you guys see something I dont. Actually thats a question ppl can comment on...do i stress that much guys or at least look like I am stressing? Well I better get some school work done since I have wasted all my arvo with the stupid school musical gee I am hating it. xoxo Current Mood: trying not to stress Current Music: Anthony Callea (2 comments \| Leave a comment)
March 7th, 2005
04:49 pm [Link]	Just another manic monday Just another manic monday...actually no today was good for a monday surprisingly I guess I have just been expecting the worst lately with everything which has been going on but, school today was good...nice in fact. It was great to talk to everyone about there w/e's and to discuss the fun I myself had especially on friday night, dazzles was great, hilarious in fact and i enjoyed hanging with some people which I dont usually hang with as well. Yes alcohol was involved however I wasnt too silly and I am learning that I can have fun without it....example saturday night. Also I just want to thank all those boys for driving me round everywhere lately I really do appreciate those lifts I will get my p's soon really i will one day. But yeah today was cool, a few random comments about L.J but nothing too bad. The best thing about today is its the first night ever my sis and I have the house to ourselves im so excited hehe! My mum is in the city seeing her idol Cher and my poor dad has to accompany her but im sure they will have a fab time. So yeah Im going to be a good girl and do a bit of homework and then maybe have some fun tonight. And to everyone on L.J go for the whole blocking the anon ppl it will be much better not having that stupid, mean criticism. Be happy guys luv mon xoxo "Draw the power from within to defeat the evil one's" Current Mood: happy Current Music: Missy Higgins (1 comment \| Leave a comment)